Alexa Dark

pull the ashtray closer
I'm begging for the closure
I'm begging for a light
though I quit last night
I take the train to Brooklyn
you ask me what I'm doing
have I had too much?
I always push my luck

I'm on my way to love
someone I don't love
someone I don't trust
but I can't get enough
no, I can't get enough

she says I'm hurting
and that's why I hurt them
I should be thankful
I'm so ungrateful, I'm so unkind
but I'm alright
oh, I'm alright

pull that body closer
I'm getting far from sober
not like I was that night
I've grown up this time

I'm on my way back home
but it don't feel like home
feelings I can't show
but I can't let them go
no, I can't let them go

she says I'm hurting
and that's why I hurt them
I should be thankful
I'm so ungrateful, I'm so unkind
but I'm alright
oh, I'm alright

when I show up late
make the same mistakes
swear that I won't, I will again
when I'm out all night
tell another lie
please believe that I'll be alright again

pull the ashtray closer
I'm begging for the closure
I'm begging for a light
though I quit last night again