ungrateful

pull the ashtray closer
I
'm begging for the closure
I
'm begging for a light
though I quit last night
I take the train to Brooklyn
you ask me what I
'm doing
have I had too much?
I always push my luck

I
'm on my way to love
someone I don
't love
someone I don
't trust
but I can
't get enough
no, I can
't get enough

she says I
'm hurting
and that
's why I hurt them
I should be thankful

I
'm so ungrateful, I'm so unkind
but I
'm alright
oh, I
'm alright

pull that body closer
I
'm getting far from sober
not like I was that night

I've grown up this time

I
'm on my way back home
but it don
't feel like home
feelings I can
't show

but I can
't let them go
no, I can't let them go

she says I
'm hurting
and that's why I hurt them
I should be thankful
I'm so ungrateful, I'm so unkind
but I'm alright
oh, I'm alright

when I show up late
make the same mistakes
swear that I won
't, I will again
when I
'm out all night
tell another lie
please believe that I
'll be alright again

pull the ashtray closer

I'm begging for the closure
I'm begging for a light
though I quit last night again

music & lyrics by Alexa Dark